I worked my ass off at the gym adn burned 500cals. and only ate 600 today..
came home to do my weight in and im still at 147...
eff my life. I suck. I think i'll go eat now . cause I ain't getting any smaller.
UPDATE...849pm
So I went and ate.. but I got a calorie reduced burger so it was only 440.. and just a bottle of water.
I suppose the world wasnt built in a day... but hopefully 3 weeks. thats all i have to get into atleast an okay looking form for grad... really really going to be restricting hard..
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Heya :)
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You'll get to your goals, don't worry :) You and I both know you can. You have the willpower and the strength :)
Keep going girl, you'll get there :)
Stay strong <3
Madi
"I think i'll go eat now . cause I ain't getting any smaller." - we are so similar. :/
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