I'm still alive

I thought i would post something letting you all know im still alive. no i have not killed myself yet, but from looking at the scale after this very bingeful weekend I probably should have. I ate a shit load, it was all junk food, the one night i did have some candies, but it was just a lot of food. I just kept eating and eating. I did have a nibble of brownie and an icecream sandwich, but still I ate a lot this weeknd for some reason , it was like i wasnt even thinking, I did go to the gym saturday and sunday. Sunday was not worth it though, I had the worst headache so i only killed 250 calories, and i ate waayyyy over my 500cal limit just eating breakfast that morning at whitespot. Kill me. but dont worry, I got this under control . this week will all be under 500 and all healthy foods, I dont think I deserve any desserts this week, except mabes tea.. its only 45cals cause of the milk and honey :) ... yeah that sounds good . just tea for dessert... and now im going to go eat breaky to get my metabalism going for the day :) update laterss

"Hunger hurts but starving works.."