So today was pretty bad, I had a lot of cheats! I started out good cause I had a banana for breaky. but then I found a 1.25 in my purse.. and I went and spent it on food ! A peice of banana bread to be exact. And then in English I had a mini oreo :( After school I had a half a peice of Sour dough bread and cheese and some fruit, and then I had a mini creme egg! :( (GOD I CANT KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT!) I decided to occupie myself from getting bored and eating so I decided to dye my hair. Its black now with an indigo shine :) At 6:00 I hit the gym with my mom. Did 20 minutes of weight lifting and what not then 5 walk 15 job 5 cool down. then I went on the elyptical did 15 straight getting in about 3500 strides. 167 strides a minute.. I think . I still came home and had MORE FOOD. a small bowl of veggie pasta and spinach salad... and I just had another fucking creme egg. eff easter! its haunting me! but im almost out anyways... :) I didnt have that many to begin with but they were still eaten by me. Ive yet to see 141 on my scale again.. hopefully by the weekend. I wish some boy would peak my intrest so I could really get this transformation going then I would have two things to work for instead of just one. I need some motivation!
First Game tomorrow. Super nervous
141...141 just chant it with me
141...141 just chant it with me
Hey We all Mess up and fall off the wagon here or there, but You can totall do this. You are strong, and are in control..I believe in you ;)
ReplyDeleteThanks for joining in the fast together we can do anything <3