this morning was more or less terrible. I walked into my room just outta the shower looked in my mirror and saw my fat arms hanging over the towel, and the fabric stretching around my fat body. Safe to say i smashed that image into a million peices. I destroyed that mirror till it was in a million peices. I told my parents I just accidently fell into it. My hands are pretty messed up but that will go away, the cuts will be a reminder of what I dont want to see.
and now i am back for good . I messed up pretty bad without you guys . I ate horribly and I regret it.
I haven't been to the gym in 2 weeks and 3 days... I have been doing some activity but baseball is never enough.
the only plus to these last few weeks are : the grad walk, and I got my N . So now I can go to the gym whenever I want without having to wait for a parrent.
anyways, guys I have a lot of blogs to catch up on !
wow i have actually thought about doing the same thing to my mirror whnever i get out of the shower but ive never actually done it. now it makes me want to go upstairs and smash mine to a million pieces. nice.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I know how you feel. *hugs* But the mirror always lies... hope you feel better tomorrow (and bandage your hands! :) )
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